If I have someone on my mind and I'm a bit
upset about it, I'm a person who will let
It goes from like ... "Hey, how you doing?
You're not picking up right now, but like
let me know."
I know this is like the fifth time I called
But like what's up?"
And it's like, "Motherfucker, pick up the
And then it goes like, "I'm sorry.
I didn't mean that.
I love you.
Actually call me back."
I probably shouldn't do that.
Oh well, that's me.
Elsi, Nuni and Linus wrote it from
And I jumped aboard and finished it.
So, the idea was already there.
Pretty straight forward if you listen to the
It's about like a love where you have a crush
Maybe you guys have like broken up, and you
still wish that you were together with this
Sometimes I just put myself in situations
because it's fun and it's creative.
It's good to have a few heartbreaks.
It's good to have a few friends who go through
drama and then you can kind of suck in that
That's the catchy part, that's the hooky part
for me at least.
and it just goes on and on and on and on.
Kind of like the thoughts in your head.
I think when you're in the situation of thinking
about someone, a part of you does want to
get them out of your head.
It takes a lot of energy to just consume your
mind with this one person.
I'm in this little tiny prison of my emotions.
It's like ah, you look at the bed and it's
like, "Oh, how can I ever bring someone else
here in this bed?
This is our bed.
So even just looking at the bedroom floor
is like, Oh yeah, something's missing.
I write everything down in my notes.
If I'm being dramatic, because I've learned,
I'm very impulsive and then I'm like, "Fuck".
You know, like, "Oh." and then I look at it
for two days.
And if I'm like, "Yeah, I'm going to send
that," then I'll send it.
But usually if I've been looking at it for
two days, I'm like, "That's so embarrassing.
And then I'll just, "Why would I text this
Some of my notes in my phone have been songs
or have inspired songs, because you should
just write it down in the moment and then
you can go back to it later and be like, "That
was actually really good," even if it's a
This was me right, so I was all good.
I was like, "Haha, I don't care.
And then I saw my ex.
He replied to a comment for someone who's
like cute or whatever, and he replied an emoji
and I was like, "Aaah."
And that fucked me out for like two whole
I didn't think I cared.
But apparently it was a wake up call.
Like, "Oh wow.
While I'm single,
I forgot that you're also single.
No, you're supposed to cry over me for me.
You're supposed to ... No, you don't.
I'm living my life, they are living their
And that's the way it should be.
But it is emotionally hard.
When you really want to be with someone your
mind tricks you and it's like you see this
I don't know what it does to your memory,
but it's like, wow, that's just puts me right
back into a specific time in my life.
And when you really love someone, nothing
they do is disgusting.
So even a gym shirt will be like ... I don't
want to grab anyone's sweaty shirt, but when
it's someone you love, it's amazing.
My last relationship, we just weren't a match
and we were on the same page.
We had a really nice talk and just figured
We were just very mature about it.
And it's super hard to walk away from that
and still remind yourself that it's the best
thing to do.
It can't be too nice.
You have to trash talk them a little bit just
to remind yourself why this isn't working,
at least now when it's a fresh cut.
A lot of the times you want to have this persona
or you want people to think that you are okay,
but really are you crying out, because I know
you're not crying out.
I can see that.
But are you crying out inside ...